Currently I’m sitting by my window blogging. Looking out from my window, all I see is the peaceful road and the dark sky with stars. Suddenly, everything looks so peaceful to me. No people vying for things, no underground transactions. The world just looks so nice. In year 3, all that we encounter or experience is people challenging just to get better results. People are condemning each other in order for themselves to stand out. Many a times, I question myself, what are we striving for? Why are we doing all these to hurt each other, eventually our individual results won’t get affect by others? Perhaps, only those that are striving to get the top placement will get effect, people like me, all I am waiting for is just the diploma certificate that I exchange with the endless nights in my entire 3 years. After which, my path is still very vague. Graduation is coming soon in less than half a year, the next thing I know, I will be in that harry potter suit waiting for my certificate.
In my entire 3 life in poly, I’ve seen many kinds of people. There are people that listen to one person’s talking and follow blindly. But little did they know, this person is always talking tales about them to others. I’ve finally understood the meaning of pot calling kettle black. With that one finger that she is pointing at others, the other 4 fingers are pointing at her. I’ve seen someone’s acting even better than Mediacorp artist. She’s able to cry and laugh in a matter of split seconds. Her tears are running like water tap while her laughters are earthquake to animals. I’ve also seen someone that can lie over every single thing on earth. That includes her personal life and everyone around her. Actually sometimes, I feel people like this are quite pathetic; they had to resort to doing such insulting things to get people’s attention. And things they did include cursing themselves and parents. Anyway, all of the above mentioned are doings of ONE SINGLE PERSON. Just imagine, how scary this person is.
And to those idiots that have not seen her true face and still believes in whatever she says, one day you will realize how superficial and scary this person is. And to that person, just prepare your tomb and coffin, you’re too scary and deserve to die anytime because you’re beyond cure.
I am still sitting by my window enjoying the wind. It has been so long since I last felt this peaceful. Ever since the start of study break, I’ve been feeling super relax. I’ve almost forgotten that I’m having my papers in half month time. Everyday I will wake up at whatever time I prefer and slack for the remaining of the day. This cycle repeats every day. I don’t have to fear of people creating trouble for me, nor do I have to fear of people backstabbing me, passing tales about me. But in the first place, tales passed around by the above mentioned person shouldn’t even bother me at all. Anyway back to my carefree life, I’ve not touch anything on studies. But whatever, studying a month or a week in advance doesn’t make any diff for me.
Ok, I shall get to bed now and decide where to go for shopping tomorrow. I am enjoying for all I can now before SIP nightmare comes!
